WHY QUERY HIS WILL?

God's will is ever perfect. However He deems it fit to done. Whether it is in alignment with your expectations or in contrast, it is always for your good and to His greater Glory.
It is an act of unbelief  to query God when His will isn't going according to your own plans. Your plans are never better than Hs own plans for you.
So instead of wallowing in hopelessness and trying to find alternatives to the things you asked God to do for you. Rather than wasting time asking Him "why this or why that", spend your time praising and thanking Him for taking charge of your life... Pray for His grace to uphold your faith and Hope on Him.  Then keep calm and trust in Him to do much more than you can imagine. I bet you "He'd exceed your expectations"
It is an honor to have God's will done.